Then What?

For a while this blog had been somewhere I prepared for my comprehensive exam and practiced English, tying and writing. Now that I seem to be almost done with my EdTech program after being informed by my advisor that I passed the comprehensive exam, all of a sudden I don't know what to do next, nor do I know what purpose this blog can serve...

Really wanna say something to express how I feel recently and organize what to do next but discover that I was more distracted and far less determined than I think. Thought here might be a good place for me to do so, yet my "all English regulation" here keeps me away from truly expressing myself here. Maybe again need to think about what I can do with this blog, yes this blog needs an identity.

Maybe what is in most urgent need is myself. What to do next? Though being questioned several times ever since I passed the exam and more or less I can answer it, as a matter of fact, deep in my heart I seem to resist something. I keep idling around and being distracted and cannot keep my promise as to concentrate on my research and only movies for recreations. I feel so disappointed about myself that I don't know how to fight again...

Can somebody tell me how to fight again? I don't want myself keep doing things that I know for sure that I will regret immediately. Though I also know for sure that problems like this can never be fixed without you yourself determining to stop it...

Well let's see how I can make it, from now on. And I guess now this blog has new purpose to serve--taking down any progressions I make.