Sunday, July 5, 2009

So I Guess It's Crystal Clear

Time for making a decision.

Not a message, not a sentence, not even a word. Even I said I got a stomacheache. As you are emotionless to me, I will do the same thing to you. It may be hard, but I know it will not be that hard, as long as I determine to do so.

Don't blame me I don't give you enough time. I believe you know what I am saying and do remember what I am saying. Yes as I say you have the right to make no choice, which is also a choice, I will make my own choice now.

Nothing is contant. So now I change my mind and won't tell you what I plan these days. You shall know that's really discouraging. I will remove you from my plan and my mind, and you will not be the reason for me either to go back or to stay.

As you want to remain silent and pretend nothing happened, I will realize what you wish. No more bothering from me and you will be happy ever after. Disappearing, and then strangers.

Now I see five years is nothing more than lots of days passed by.

It's hard, yet I know I can quit everything and you. I can be independent, and I will let you regret what you did to me. I will not feel angry with you, for I won't be affcted by someone I don't care.

Falling apart, from now on.

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