Procrastinator as I am

Or maybe it is because I lose my passion and direction toward future again.

Not so clear how I feel right at this moment. Only to know that I was so inefficient during the past two days, spending almost all day long sitting in front of my Toshiba laptop and working on Flash, which is so challenging to me that I don't know if I can make it on my assignment...

So true that last week I was so diligent in getting everything done, effieciently and in a well-organized way. Seems that I was way too hard last week so that I feel kind of exhausted right now...So true that people do need to take a break once in a while to move forward...right?

How much I hope myself can be back to normal, mentally and physically. Minimize as much negative feeling and procrastination and bewilderment as possible. Can I? On my Plurk the title is "construct a future I envision," yet I'm not sure what I envion for...Very often I told myself I can only move forward while keeping learning and failing and correcting at the same time...Maybe what I encounter now is nothing but the periodical depression...

Yes they must be periodical depression and I shall not be defeated by it.